Tuesday, July 31

why can't it be me?

This is what I am always feeling. I keep waiting for him. I don't even f*cking know what to do now. I keep on waiting for him BUT I haven't told him I have these feelings. I'm hating this. I'm such a coward. I told him I only liked him. But at that time, I DID ONLY LIKE HIM. And now, it's different. I'm tired of waiting but I just can't stop. He's my everything. He's the person that I do want to see every minute of my day. His smile, his eyes. I want to see that. But our distance...OMG. I'm in love with a stranger.

And sad to say, it hurts.