Tuesday, December 18

friends.

So we guys(Pat, Raechell, Lizette, Boan) went to Pacita after the exams. We ate at Shakey's and gahhh, we are so PG! haha. The food was yummy although come to think of it, I'll be eating Shakey's again tomorrow. Well, anyway, after that we went to the parlor to get a manicure. We hadloads of fun there. So here are the pics.

Our nails. Freakin pretty right? Guess which one's mine.


At the parlor. Dang. We're some bitchin' high school girlssss.

Friday, December 14

suicide.

Damn this day. I feel like I want to die already.

Okay. So we were on duty awhile ago and as the wind was blowing hard and the sun was going down, I was on the 3rd floor and I was apparently looking down 'coz you can't do anything entertaining when you're on duty. I was thinking of jumping off the building. I was thinking, "Would I die if I jumped?" What is wrong with me? So anyway, it's a good thing my hair wasn't fixed so I kept my mind on that. But still, why am I thinking that? Really. How stupid.

That's all. WAAA.

Monday, December 10

quotes about death.

Lullaby

What I wouldn't give
To have you in my arms again,
Breathe your scent
And snuggle close to you.
I want to watch you sleep,
See your chest rise and fall
In peaceful slumber.
Let me lay my hand
Over your heart,
So I can
Feel it beating
Beneath my touch.
I want to be
Lulled to sleep
By its rhythm.

~~ by Tara Simms



The Cord

We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

Author Unknown

i feel depressed.

And this is not some "I-got-dumped-by-a-guy" drama. Puhleeeassse. I feeel so depressed. I want to scream, hit things and pull my hair out.(Morbid?) Well, to get to the story, my tito's baby died just today. Tita Moleth(his wife) was in labor last night and unfortunately, today his little boy is gone. I feel so depressed and sick. I mean, the baby hasn't even seen the world yet. More importantly for my beloved aunt and uncle, I feel sorry for them. I mean, for Tita Moleth to have you carry that baby for 9 months and you'll find out it's dead? My mom said my tito was crying while he was telling the story. I feel his pain so much. And to think it's Christmas. Last Saturday when they were here, I was listening intently to Tita Moleth's stories about her trip to her OB. How she's due next week, and the like. Gawd. I feel so sick. It's so painful.

The death of a baby is like a stone cast into the stillness of a quiet pool;
the concentric ripples of despair sweep out in all directions,
affecting many, many people.
--De Frain, 1991







Sunday, December 9

Months...smonths

Tagged by Maj darlin.

* Mention the name of the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.

* Copy-paste the traits for all the 12 months.
* Pick your birth month.
* Bold the traits that apply to you.
* Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their sites and hit them with a comment.
* Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Now tagging...
Aleli, Janela, Kriselle, Gazell, Leigh, Anj, Mi-ann, Niknok, Queenbee Casey, Rain, Ayelle and Grace.

Friday, December 7

omg.

Hmm. All alone at home. Well, not exactly but, Mom and Dad are away to celebrate their 16th wedding anniversary. Nikka's away too for her recollection. So who's stuck at home babysitting Anton? ME. Not really that bad, but I guess it gets absolutely annoying at times. haha. He's funny though.

That's all I can share for this day, I guess.

Wednesday, December 5

some blah that i'm posting.

Nothing special happened today. Although, the best part in school was we had NO teachers for 2 periods. No, make that 3. CVE time was alloted for the Christmas Carols practice. Guess what we good people of the Star Section did. WE MADE NOISE, instead. We played Wish, a new card game I learned just this week. It's really addictive. So that's the GREAT things a star section can do.

Lo and behold! Geometry was NOT fun even though the teacher was absent due to colds. She left an ├╝ber hard seatwork and I did it while listening to music which helped at least. I also kept reading Noli Me Tangere which is weird 'coz I don't normally get hooked on Filipino novels because I find it hard to understand. (As much as I love reading, Filipino makes my nose bleed profusely)

Mapeh. We were supposed to be playing Table Tennis(which I suck at), but since our teacher was not there AGAIN for some reason, we did our Integrated Projects. (see post below) We added the border and man, it looks oh-so cool now.

I forgot to bring my cam to take a picture again of our project but I will, tomorrow! It rocks BIG TIME. haha. Anyway, I haven't done what Nelson was asking me to do so I have to goooo. Aww.

Toodles, fans!♥

Monday, December 3

yeaaaa righttt.

I had so muchhh fun today. Likewise, I hated my day. HUH? The irony huh? Oh well, no need to elaborate further. I just took a lot of pics today since I brought my cam to school. So, I took them pics of us working on the Integrated Project thingy which is absolutely ADORABLE and I loveeeeed doing it. Anyway, I'll post the pics now and I don't have anything good to say anyway soooo...

Krizelle & Roan working on the project.

Our project!!!!

OHH YEAA. I forgot. Some loser commented on my old blog, which is MELANCHOLIC PRINCESS.
Yeaaa. SO that. She was all, like, "Di ko nagets mayabang, i'm CONFUSE, why you like a guy who dont like you?" And I was all, "How cynical. YOU SUCK." Serves her righttt. HAHA.

Sunday, December 2

i feeel....

1. the reason you are where you are
right now?
-because of my family, friends and GOD.

2. the reason you wake up in the
morning?
-i have to go to schooool.

3. the reason you love your favourite
song lyrics?
-they soothe me.

4. the reason of the way you're
feeling today?
-tired? i always feel like this.

5. the reason when you fall in love
with someone?
-I FREAKIN DO NOT KNOW.
"The heart knows REASONS reasons does not know."

7. the reason you went out on saturday
night?
-i haven't been going out.

8. the reason you laugh out loud?
-because there's something funnyyy i guess?

9. the reason you wake up late on
weekend?
-because i'm sleeepyyy.

10. the reason you read a magazine?
-i dunno. my bible. HAHA.

11. the reason you watch television?
-it's because that's entertainment.

12 . the reason you yell all the time?
-NAKAKAINIS kasi my voice e.

13 . the reason you hate someone so
much?
-she SUCKS.

14 . the reason you throw stuff from
your closet?
-because i get pressured because i'm sooo sloww when it comes to dressing up.

1 5 . the reason you feel weak or
strong?
-i feel strong because i have confidantes.

1 6. the reason you gossip
-i dunno. i don't usually gossip though.

17 . the reason you call someone, late
at night
-'coz i like tooo?

18 . the reason you go to grocery
store?
-to buy essentials.

19. the reason you failed your
accounting exam?
-i'm pretty sure i would fail if i had accounting.

20. the reason you love/hate yourself?
-because that's just the way it is.

21. the reason behind why Ateneo lost
to lasalle for the twice to beat
advantage?
-because Ateneo was giving them a chance since they got suspended last time. HAHA.
big laugh.