I am so pissed off at myself for thinking these things. How can I get it off of my mind when I get to see constantly where he is everyday? Should I just forget our friendship because of something I heard? I really want to talk to my bestfriend, but I never get the chance. And YES, I was mean for being a big ass to him while he was talking to me, but I was real pissed off then, because of the "thing".
I really should talk to him.