forget it?

I am so pissed off at myself for thinking these things. How can I get it off of my mind when I get to see constantly where he is everyday? Should I just forget our friendship because of something I heard? I really want to talk to my bestfriend, but I never get the chance. And YES, I was mean for being a big ass to him while he was talking to me, but I was real pissed off then, because of the "thing".


I really should talk to him.

:((

Ehem. :)

100 Questions about 8 friends/people.
1. Boan
2. Nathalie
3. Mark
4. Echel
5. Anj
6.Arielle
7. LA
8. Pat

1. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 3?

-- 3 years. :)

2. WHAT DO YOU ENJOY DOING MOST WITH 3?

-- telebabad sa phone! :)

3. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 3?

-- EW. hahahaha

4. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 3?

-- HAHAHAHAHA.

5. NAME ONE MEMORY YOU HAVE WITH 3?

-- Feb. 11! Kwek-kwek. :)

6. WHAT IS 3's MIDDLE NAME?

-- De Matta

7. WHERE DOES 3 LIVE?

-- Chrysanthemum

8. DO YOU LOVE 3?

-- Hindi. HAHAHA. joke, bes ko yan!

9. DOES 3 DATE ANYONE ELSE ON YOUR TOP 8?

-- #1. JOKE LANG

10. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 3?

-- banlag. :)

10. WHAT IS 7's FULL NAME?

-- Louise Angelo Roberto

11. HOW DID YOU MEET 7?

-- classmate! 2nd year.

12. HAVE YOU EVER HUNG OUT WITH 7?

-- Oo naman.

13. NAME ONE INTERESTING THING ABOUT 7?

-- EMO! :)

14. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 7?

-- Ay, anu ba yan. HAHAHA. siguro, ewan.

15. NAME SOMETHING 7 IS GOOD AT?

-- Hmm. Writing letters, poems, songs. :)

16. ARE YOU OLDER OR YOUNGER THAN 7?

-- I'm younger. Tanda na nun e. HAHAHA

18. EVER DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL WITH NUMBER 7?

-- Sus, wala naman.

21. WHERE DOES 6 LIVE?

-- Macaria Vill

22. DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS WITH 6?

-- Nope.

23. DO YOU KNOW 6'S MIDDLE NAME?

-- nakalimutaaan ko! I'm baad.

24. ARE YOU RELATED TO 6?

-- Yes, best friend! :)

25. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 6?

-- 2 years.

26. ARE YOU IN 6'S TOP 8?

-- ewan ko. :)

27. EVER LAUGHED WITH 6?

-- Too many to count.

28. WOULD 6 BE THERE FOR YOU?

-- YES!

29. WOULD YOU BE THERE FOR 6?

-- Hanggang sa end of the world. HAHAHA

30. WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT 6?

-- FLIRT. hahaha

31. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW 2?

-- well enough.

32. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW 2?

-- kanina lang.

:D 34. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE WITH 2?

-- Landi. haha

35. HOW DID YOU MEET 2?

-- classmate 1st year.

37. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 2?

-- OO! HAHAHAHA. sa cheeks.

38. DO YOU LOVE 2?

-- Oo naman. :)

40. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 2?

-- Yeah.

41. Where did you meet 4 at?

-- school.

42. YOU RELATED TO 4?

-- yes. Sis ko yan e.

44. DID YOU EVER GO TO SCHOOL WITH 4?

-- Oo naman.

45. IS 4 A FUN PERSON TO BE WITH?

-- Oo, si Dora yan e!

46. ARE YOU ON 4'S TOP 8 LIST?

-- I dunno.

47. WHEN IS 4'S BIRTHDAY?

-- March 24!

48. WOULD YOU GO ON A TRIP WITH 4?

-- Sure!

49. HOW OFTEN DO YOU GET TO SEE 4?

-- 5-6 times a week.

50. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 4?

-- MATA! malikmata. HAHAHA

51. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 5?

-- since 1st year. I think

52. WHEN DID YOU LAST SEE 5?

-- Kanina.

53. EVER DATED 5?

-- Nah, girl yan e.

54. DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON WITH 5?

-- Yeah, I think so.

55. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR 5?

-- Yeah, I would.

56. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL WITH 5?

-- Yep.

57. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO KILL 5?

-- Nope.

58. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID WITH 5?

-- Laughed!

59. WHAT IS THE NEXT THING YOU WILL DO WITH 5?

-- Laugh again.

60. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 5?

-- Opinions niya about stuff.

63. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 1?

-- YES.

64. WHERE DOES 1 LIVE?

-- Las Villas

66. HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN IN TROUBLE WITH 1?

-- I can't remember.

67. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO WITH 1?

-- Laugh!

69. BEST MEMORY WITH 1?

-- Marami masyado e.

70. DO YOU LOVE 1?

-- Yes, the best of the best friends.

71. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 8?

-- since 2nd year?

72. HAVE YOU EVER LIVED WITH 8?

-- Not YET.

73. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO DATE 8?

-- Nah, nagddate kami palagi. hahaha

74. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL MEMORIES WITH 8?

-- Yeah, before Xmas Party.

75. ARE YOU NUMBER 1 ON 8'S TOP 8?

-- I dunno.

76. HAVE YOU EVER FOUGHT WITH 8?

-- No.

78. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 8?

-- Yes.

79. DO YOU LOVE 8?

-- Yes, I love Mowder Pat. :)

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 8?

-- Humor.

81. WHICH WAS THE LAST ONE YOU SAW?

-- #7

82. WHICH ONE WILL YOU SEE NEXT?

-- kung sino mauna sa room.

83. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST TALK TO ON THE PHONE?

-- #3

85. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST TEXT?

-- #7

86. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST IM?

-- #4

87. WHICH ONE IS THE EASIEST TO TALK TO?

-- #1,#6,#3

88. WHICH ONE DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?

-- #1, #6, #3

89. WHICH ONE KNOWS YOU BEST?

-- #1

90. WHICH ONE DO YOU LOVE THE MOST?

-- Hmm. ALL.

91. WHICH ONE DO YOU HAVE THE MOST IN COMMON WITH?

-- #6

92. WHICH ONE DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW?

-- ALL

93. WHICH ONE HAVE YOU SPENT THE MOST TIME WITH?

-- #s 1, 2, 4, 7, 8

94. WHICH ONE DO YOU TALK TO MOST RIGHT NOW?

-- #7

95. WHICH ONE LISTENS THE BEST?

-- #6.

96. WHICH ONE HAS BEEN THERE FOR YOU THE MOST?

-- #1.

97. WHICH ONE IS THE FUNNIEST?

-- #8

98. WHICH ONE LAUGHS THE MOST?

-- #1, #2

99. WHICH ONE HAVE YOU CRIED WITH?

-- #1, #6

100. WHICH ONE WILL REPOST THIS

-- I'm not sure. HAHAHA

FALL OUT BOY

I STILL CAN'T GET OVER FALL OUT BOY. Imagine I took over 20 videos at their concert, almost a 100 pictures! I browsed Pete's blog today and I was so psyched when he mentioned the Philippines! Gosh, I put my full effort in shouting and screaming and singing all the words to their songs! HAHAHA! I LOVE PETE! PAKASALA NA TAYO PETE! You could totally hear me screaming in the videos. It was an overwhelming experience that I would like to replay over and over again. Anyway, before the concert, I didn't have an album yet, but Mom bought me an album! Deluxe Edition baby! It has a poster and a button pin. Okay, I know I'm such in fan girl phase now but I DON'T CARE! Pete was so hot up close. I was drooling, not literally though. I wanted to melt into my seat. HOT HOT HOT.


FALL OUT BOY, come back again! :)
PETE, let's get married!

:)

I can only afford to smile in emoticons and on the net NOW. I'm hesitant to even do so with the truckload of tasks to accomplish.

BLAAAH. This is the first time that I experienced staying out after 8pm out in the streets waiting for the fucking book binding to finish. WOW.

I HATE THIS LIFE. KILL ME NOW. :(

V-day.

I never have a problem with Valentines Day. Not because I have a boyfriend or a suitor, I just get presents from my parents and we get to hold this fancy gourmet dinner in our kubo. So while everyone single was bitter ( excluding me), I was busy fantasizing about my parents' gift. I love gifts! Can't you tell?

Valentines Day was busy for me, since I had to go to swimming lessons right after I stayed up late because of the Fall Out Boy concert(which deserves a whole other entry that I haven't gotten around to doing yet), I woke up late, got to school late. I did manage to learn the last swimming lesson we had. After the girls' swimming, then came our boys' swimming. Surprise surprise. There was a bouquet of roses for me and there was Toblerone. To tell you honestly, I hate those kinds of gifts. However since I am so kind, I still took it. I did like the thought though, that he would give me a gift for Valentines.

Anyway, Valentines was fun and I hope next year will be even better! :)

Personality Test

OKAY. I saw this on Arielle's blog entry which she got from Anj who got it from Pat. So there. FUUN! Try it.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

>OKAY. That's nice to hear. HAHAHAHA

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
GO TRY IT.

Best Post

From Eunice

Before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin. Tapos isang araw nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong, "Bakit ka nagsawa?" Ngumiti ako, "Hindi ako nagsawa. Natauhan lang." Pwede mo kong lokohin pero wag kang magpapahuli sakin. Pwede mo kong palitan pero siguraduhin mong mas mahal mo siya sakin. Pwede mo kong iwan pero siguraduhin mong kaya mo. Kasi pag ako sobrang nasaktan, wala ka nang babalikan.

Ang Boys? Pag trip ka, magpapakilala. Kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na. Tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila.
Pero dapat walang iiyak at smile lang tayo. Punyeta, anong silbi ng karma?

I fell in love and got hurt but I didn't shed too much tears nor did I ask him to love me again. Instead, I stood up proudly and said, "Ganyan talaga ang magaganda! Hindi bagay sa tanga!"

Simple lang para hindi ka masaktan. Kapag minahal ka, mahalin mo din. Kapag ginago ka, gaguhin mo rin. Pero kapag umiyak ka, tanga ka! Ginago ka na nga, iiyakan mo pa?

Pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo siyang sisihin! Kausapin mo siya ng harap-harapan at sabihin mong,"Ingat, tanga ka pa naman!"

Masakit pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo. Pero wag kang magagalit ng husto. Kahit papano may pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba? Kaya for the last time yakapin mo siya at ibulong mo, "Gago, kukulamin kita!"
Girls, talo daw tayo sa mga boys? Papayag kayo? Sige, pag niligawan tayo, sagot agad. Pag iniwan tayo? Ok lang.

Kapag sinabi nilang, "Uy, ex ko." Alam niyo sagot diyan? "Ay, ambisyoso!"
If the one you love doesn't love you back, don't get depressed. Just think about it for a while, maybe cry a bit then wipe your tears and say, "Ang weird naman niya. Di siya pumapatol sa magaganda!"

You only got one life so live it well, one heart so take good care, one soul so keep it pure. One boyfriend? What a waste! Make it two or more!

Sayang ganda natin!
Pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo na ayaw na niya sayo, hayaan mo lang. Wag kang iiyak at magpapakagago! Imbis na iyakan mo siya, ngitian mo lang at sabihin mo ang ganito, "So, pano? Bye na! Naghihintay na ang kapalit mo!"

Who cares about break-ups? Oo nga, masakit. Makirot sa puso. Pero tandaan mo: a break-up isn't only an end to a relationship. It's also a beginning of a new one and an end to a living hell called "ex".

Ambush

MANILA, Philippines - A driver of a Metropolitan Manila Development Authority (MMDA) official was killed while the official's child was wounded in an early morning ambush in Laguna province Monday.

Retired police Superintendent Arturo Castillo said the incident occurred 6:30 a.m. at the corner of Balagtas and Juan Luna Streets in San Vicente village in San Pedro town.

"It was really an ambush. No less than 40 rounds of M-16 were used," Castillo, a resident of the town and a "kumpare" of the MMDA sidewalk clearing operations group head Roberto Esquivel, said in an interview on dzBB radio.

He said the elder Esquivel appeared to be the target of the ambush.

"Siguro napagkamalan si Bobby [Esquivel], binakbakan doon [The gunmen may have thought the elder Esquivel was inside the vehicle, so they opened fire]," he said.

San Pedro town police head Superintendent Ramon Ramirez said that as of 8:30 a.m., they recovered a tricycle supposedly used by the assailants.

The tricycle driver, who he declined to name for the moment, is also undergoing questioning by police investigators, he added.

Ramirez, in a separate interview on dzBB, cited initial testimonies by witnesses indicating at least six suspects staged the ambush.

"Initial investigation gumamit ng tricycle ang mga suspek at pinagbabaril ang Pajero. Ang motive hindi pa natin alam dahil under investigation pa [Our initial investigation showed the suspects rode a tricycle then opened fire on the Pajero. We are still investigating the motive]," he said.

He identified the slain driver as Johnny Agbay, who was killed while still inside the Pajero.

Ramirez said the younger Esquivel, initially identified as Mico (or Nico), was rushed to the Asian Hospital in southern Metro Manila for treatment.

"Pinapuntahan ko sa investigator para malaman ang condition ng bata [I sent investigators there to find out the child's condition]," he said.

Earlier, Castillo cited testimonies by witnesses the men rode in tandem aboard two motorcycles and blocked the path of the white Pajero-type sport-utility vehicle, then opened fire.

He said the gunmen even opened the window of the driver's side door and grabbed the driver by the neck, then finished him off with a shot to the head with cal-.45 pistol.

Castillo said the incident also wounded Esquivel's son Mico, who he described as a high school student being brought to the San Agustin college.

He said that as of 8 a.m., police had cordoned off the ambush site and started hot pursuit operations against the perpetrators. - GMANews.TV

---The son's from my school. He got hit and I feel so sad. Help me in praying for him and his family to be safe. I can totally relate to this. :(

When you love someone,

YOU LET IT GO.

To St. Possidius class of 08-09,

You guys are the most wonderful people who have entered my life so far. Since we only have a month or so to go, let me get cheesy about this whole stuff for once. I'd like to thank you for everything, for everything I've learned, for the laughs that you guys continuously give me, for the tears you guys never meant to cause, for the things we do that entertain ourselves and for being the last class that I will get to share my high school life with. Most of you guys have been with me for 3 years and you haven't grown tired of me one bit, I think. Marami tayong napagdaanan na maganda, panget at weird pero nandito pa rin tayo, matatag! I know we will be parting ways at marami tayong makikilalang bago, pero sana dyan sa kaloob-looban ng mga puso natin, we'll never forget each other. Iba pa rin ang high school life, ika nga nila. I never knew it'd be this good because of you guys. Give or take, few days na lang tayo magsasama. Let every moment count. Let every card game, chess game, PSP moments, jackstone bonding, camwhoring, inane dancing, and laughtrips COUNT. Last months na ito. Mamimiss ko kayo ng sobra sobra.

I LOVE YOU POSSI. May we all be blessed and stay the best of friends. :)

RJSTEPHBORIPETEDYMARKRENINAARONSEANMARKEEVINCEKYLENELSONBUTANDING
LARUBSBJRAECHELLKATHNATHBOANKRIZELLECAMSJ9LESLEYNICAKAIRONINNADANICA
DORINAPAULAMAROCOLLEENLICAANJKATREENAJISSELLEPATSOTDIANAVOANMS.MENDOZA

♥

Tantrums.

I absolutely hate tantrums. Yet recently, I've been committing them on EVERYONE. I know, I'm so annoying. I'm not PMS-ing, but yeah I now tantrum so often, it's beginning to bug me now. So here's the deal on my tantrums. It started early in the week, Monday, I think. Somebody was being annoying, and I did have a tantrum. I cried and b*tched around. It was bad, I know but I really couldn't help it. Lame excuse, I know. I did have a lot of my tantrums around Kyle, so sorry! And today, would you believe, I b*tched around AGAIN. So we were in Festival Mall awhile ago, I was happy and then I became surly because I haven't done the El Fili newsletter yet and it was already 2pm and we weren't budging out of the ice cream store. My dad had his nails done AGAIN, which annoyed me even more because he's a guy and he should spend 2 hours having his nailbeds done. When they did finally get around to realizing that I wanted to go home, thanks to the rolling of the eyes and scrunching up my forehead, they had to stop at Greenwich and buy a stupid, but delicious pizza. And they made Nikka and me do it. So you guessed it, the eyes rolled again, plus my mouth started to say stupid, senseless things.

SORRY FOR THE TANTRUMS TODAY, guys.
>.< Sorry din b1. :) for the things I said kanina.