I wrote this a really long time ago...but the feelings are the same as I'm typing it.
Feet entangled in this dance
Knees shaking but slightly confident
Do I enter the room or not?
Battle in my head again, two brave soldiers.
The years are passing
I am still the same
No changes, nothing
I am still in that battle, two brave soldiers.
Soldiers who cannot take the leap
Soldiers who cannot take the risk
Soldier, you cannot do anything
You will stay here and...
Because you are still in that battle.