Depressing School Year

Okay, I don't mean it that way. As we were buying school supplies awhile ago, I felt sad knowing I wouldn't need crayons or useless pad papers. I just bought 2 binders and some pens, I was done. However my sister and brother bought a lot since my sister's in her senior year and my bro's in first grade. I still can't get over the fact that I'm not going to be back in my precious alma mater. I won't be able to walk the halls with confidence because I'm a senior. I won't be able to shout and make my cadets listen. I'm merely a freshman now, at the bottom. I am fascinated by the fact that the level of authority and superiority just goes around. You're at the bottom, next you know you're on top. Then it happens again and again, just like a cycle. It doesn't matter how long it takes, but it'll happen.

I'm starting to get eyebags the size of saucers because I can't put Harry Potter down. After all these years, I still love him. I'm currently reading The Goblet of Fire, which I think is the most boring book in the series, even though this is the book where Voldemort rises to full power. I still think it's boring because of the blah blah dialogues. HAHAHA :)

I've got to go, I have yet to pack. We have a family outing tomorrow! Swimming, finally! :) I haven't gone swimming this summer.

P.S. I find Princess Hours kinda boring. Oh well. Let's hear it for Full House!

Happy Anniversary

I'm shouting a big HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY TO MY BLOG! We've come a long way, my dear blog. We're nearing 300 posts! 

This past 2 weeks have been a blast. I think I'm finally getting the summer I deserve. This last week, I've been in Hongkong, catching Mickey Mouse and watching a performance of High School Musical Live! We did lots of shopping in HK and I didn't forget my bestfriends of course. I bought them souvenirs. When we got back, I watched Full House for 2 straight days, read every one of Jessica's stories and slept late. It felt so good. I only have a week before classes start and I'm excited and nervous at the same time. Imagine me having a dream of accumulating 3 absences in class because I couldn't wake up on time. I was shocked when I woke up. I do hope it doesn't happen to me.

I'm reading Harry Potter again, I've gotta get all hyped up for the new movie. I'm excited!

That's it for now. Happy anniversary to us again, dear blog. :)

In a few days

In a few days...

I WILL GET TO SEE DAVID COOK in person. Okay, one day. That's tomorrow.

MY BLOG WILL BE TURNING 2 years old. :) Yey me! I couldn't believe it too.

I will take driving lessons? I HOPE. Gad.

Anyway, I am psyched to see David Cook tomorrow. I'm wearing a David Cook shirt tomorrow. I'm wearing Skechers, Cook's an endorser. And I love the Skechers boots by the way. I'm going to make a banner tomorrow before I go. I'm excited not just because of Cook, but because I'll be seeing my classmates who are Idol fans tomorrow! It maybe the last time I get to see them before college. I hope to see you, David Cook! I swear your ears will burst when I scream your name.

My blog is turning two years old. Yes, that's right. I never thought it'd go this far. I always thought I'd erase this blog eventually, just like my old blog. But boy was I wrong. I've shared two years of pain, sorrow, happiness, craziness and the like. I've owned other blogs before, but I have been ever so faithful to this one. I made the layout myself, I blogged the entries with dedication and yeah, you get the idea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY confessionsofthetruth.blogspot.com! A toast to many more years to come!

I've tried talking to my mom about driving lessons. She always says that I have to do it this summer. Yeah right. Summer's almost over. And I haven't even touched a freaking steering wheel! I am promising myself that before this summer is over, I know how to drive a car already. All I've been doing this summer is go to the MALL. I've missed my curfew two times already and I didn't get grounded or anything.

By the way, before I end this post, I want to say I want to go to the beach. It sucks that I don't have beach photos this year compared last year when I had three sets, when we went to Ilocos twice and Dapitan.

I'm goiiing! See you, David Cook tomorrow!

David Cook.

DAVID COOK IS IN THE PHILIPPINES. Kill me now. I have to scream like a monkey now.


Seriously. I can't wait for Saturday!

You're No Good

Feeling better now that we're through
Feeling better 'cause I'm over you
I learned my lesson, it left a scar
Now I see how you really are

You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm gonna say it again
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I broke a heart that's gentle and true
Well I broke a heart over someone like you
I'll beg his forgiveness on bended knee
I wouldn't blame him if he said to me

You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm gonna say it again
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm telling you now baby and I'm going my way
Forget about you baby 'cause I'm leaving to stay

You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm gonna say it again
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

Oh, oh no
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

----I LOVE THIS SONG. :)

She's Dating the Gangster Excerpts

“ANG HIRAP KASI SAYO AKO NA NGA TONG NASA TABI MO PERO SA IBA KA PARIN NAKATINGIN! HINDE MO BA NAPAPANSIN HA??! YOU STILL DON’T KNOW IT, DO YOU?! CAN’T YOU FEEL IT?! CANT YOU FCUKING FEEL IT?!”

“ANONG HINDE KO NAPAPANSIN?! ANO BANG HINDE KO ALAM!? ANONG HINDI KO MARAMDAMAN?! T*NGINA SABIHIN MO KASI SA AKIN!!!”

“I LIKE YOU, YOU IDIOT!!!!”

“AKO BA HINDE?!”

Si Kenji muna hinatid namin, pag stop naming sa tapat ng house niya, I’ve decided na sasabihin ko. whatever. Wala na akong pakialam sa sasabihin niya. positive or negative, It doesn’t matter. kelangan niyang malaman yung nafefeel ko.

Binuksan na ni Kenji yung door ng car bumaba kami pareho.

“Ayos, babae na pala nag hahatid ngayon sa lalaki.” Nag smile kami pareho. “Sige na, umuwi ka na, papasok na rin ako. goodnight..”

“Kenji wait..” hinawakan ko yung kamay niya.. “I have to tell you something really important.”

“Ano yun?”

“I.. I.. I..”

“I, what?”

“I… I.. I love you.” Habang nakatingin ako sa kanya, hinde nag bago expression ng mukha niya.

“Ano ka ba. Bakit ba masyado kang nagiging seryoso? Ok ka lang ba?” ok, I wasnt expecting this kind of reply.

“Because I am serious. Seryoso ako sa mga sinabi ko..sa nafefeel ko. I love you Kenji..”

He lightly poked my forehead “Yung binitawan mong salita, parang katumbas sa pag sabing hinde ka makahinga. Alam mo ba yun? Sige na. umuwi ka na. Goodnight.” after my confession ganito ang nakuha ko. what’s wrong with him?? Just fcukin tell me if he doesn’t feel the same way!

“You know what?! Fine! Just forget about everything that I have said! It meant nothing naman diba, kasi I was TOO SERIOUS! Just don’t mock me about this. Sorry for feeling this way. Goodnight.” Tumalikod ako then nag start na akong maglakad papunta sa car. Gusto kong tingnan yung reaction niya! nakakapikon siya. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ako nag kakaganito, eh sabi ko naman diba na ‘wala akong pakialam sa kung ano ang sasabihin niya, positive or negative..it doesn’t matter..right?

I was about to open the door ng car pero nag salita siya

“Athena wait.. I can’t..” naka pause lang ako dun. Not moving. Not moving. Not moving. “I can’t.. I can’t breathe..”

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“I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo kasing lalim ng pinakamalalim na dagat sa buong mundo. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo kasing laki ng pinag sama samang planeta. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo mas matagal pa sa forever. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo hinde na mapapalitan ng kahit sino. I love you. Kahit ilang beses pa kitang kelangan pakasalan gagawin ko. Kahit na sa lahat ng simbahan sa buong mundo, gagawin ko. I love you. Kahit na ipagtabuyan mo ko, kahit na mag sawa ka sakin, kahit na iwanan mo ko, ikaw at ikaw parin ang mamahalin ko. Hahanapin kita kahit san ka magpunta. At pag nahanap kita, hinde na kita ulit papakawalan pa. I love you. Kahit gaano kasakit, kahit gaano kahirap hinde kita iiwan. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo, hinde na mawawala. I love you, Athena. I love you, I love you, I love you.. UhnJaeNa, YongWonHee.”

Nagtakip ng bibig si Athena tapos naiyak. Pinindot niya yung cam tapos niyakap ako.

“I’m sorry.. I'm sorry.. I love you..”

KINIKILIG AKO. :)

Official College Student

Freshman Orientation Program today. I commuted with Kyle and Bj. Bj and I went to OUR first, then went around the UP campus, had lunch at McDo and went back to OUR to do the "sandwich" thing for our friends. HAHAHA :) FUN! After that, we proceeded to School of Econ.

FUN FUN ORIENTATION!

U-NIBERSIDAD NG PILIPINAS!! Of course, we were taught the cheers by the UP Pep Squad. CHAMPIONS! :)

I had so much fun. I know I'll have a great UP life.

WALANG BLOCK. PINILI KO TO NANG SARILI KO HA. :) PROUD AKO.

NAME: DEL ROSARIO, JANINE GABRIELLE ANDEZA
COLLEGE: CSSP
DEGREE & MAJOR: BA PSYCH

TUESDAY/ THURSDAY
8:30-10am ----- Social Science II; THR-2; PH 324-326
11:30am-1pm ----- Math 11; THV; MB312
4:00-5:30pm ------ Kasaysayan 1; THY2; PH126


WEDNESDAY/FRIDAY
10:00-11:30am----- English II; WFU-3; CAL311
1:00-2:30pm----- French 10; WFW1; PH208
4:00-5:00pm----- PE 2 (Modern Jazz); WFL; PE Dance Studio

MASAYA ANG SCHED KO KASI MAHABA BREAK. MAKAKAPAGLANDI AKO NITO. HAHAHAHA :) OHA OHA. Wala lang gala. HAHA

UNIVERSITY OF PILA KUNG PILA. HAHAHA :) Masaya naman. Marami akong nakilala. Si Tin, na sa teentalk ko unang nakausap, si Ana na taga-POVEDA, at si Jade na taga-Muntinlupa. Oh di ba???!!! BONGGA! :) Di lonely ang enrollment ko.
COMMEND KO PA ANG PSYCH DEPARTMENT SA BONGGANG EARLY BIRD SA BRIEFING AT MAGANDANG WELCOME! :)

UP DILIMAN STUDENT NA AKO!