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I cannot stop thinking.

Thoughts are swirling and I'm afraid if I don't pick one to focus on, my mind might just explode. Right now, my mouth is shut, tied up, stitched and that's because I have a lot of things to say to you but I just can't.

It's hard to think that I want to see a future with you, but I am unsure. All these uncertainties are hitting me bad and it's not exactly a cup of tea thinking about what this is... whatever this is.

Excuse me for not trying to give this a chance, but this confusion. There are no words for this.

I'm sorry.