Merry Christmas darling.

Merry Christmas.

The secret's out
Or so she silently ponders
Would you ever reciprocate?
Or would you just leave her with no words?

She silently waits
Wonders if she should just forget
Should she?
Or should she blow the dream away?

You surprised her.
One thing from you she never expected
And with five meaningful words
Her Christmas started to exist.

hey

One guy I know who will always love me. At least for now. :)

love letter 4

I stopped counting.

I stopped counting of the days when I would finally get to hold your soft arms.

I stopped looking.

I stopped looking at the things that remind me of you.

I stopped believing.

I stopped believing that I was something special.

I stopped everything that may be you.


That doesn't mean I stopped loving you.

love letter 3

In my mind, there are countless reasons as to why I shouldn't keep doing this.

In my head, there are a million reasons as to why I should forget this.

In my thoughts, there are a lot of reasons as to why I should stop.

I NEVER CAN.

I could only hope.

I could only wish.

I could only pray.

Merry Christmas to you. I hope you're happy.

love letter 2

Hello again.

You look stressed. It seems like you never have time for yourself. I look at you and think of various ways to ease your pain. I wish I could do something to make you feel happy this Christmas. I remember someone asking me, "What would be my Christmas Wish for you?"

You know what I would answer?

I wish you weren't so stressed.

I wish you could laugh hard again.

I wish you didn't have doubts on your abilities.

I wish you could rest even for a bit.

I wish you could be happy.

There are many things that I'd like to say to you. I'd like to tell you how I feel. I still can't.

My Christmas Wish?

I wish I could get STEAL you from this world and create our own. Don't mind what other people are thinking. I love you and that is all that matters.

And you still wouldn't love me back and that is the matter.

Would it still matter?

I can't.

A realization

After countless contemplations and meditations, I finally realized that I am a coward. A big fat coward.

I keep on hiding my feelings to myself and I guess now, it isn't healthy. Or I tell my friends but never tell the person involved how I feel. And I should. But I can't.

I'm a big COWARD.

I guess I'm only strong when faced with some kind of barrier. I can say things I mean in messages, emails or texts.

To you:

I'm sick of feeling this way and I don't know if there's something that's going to come out of it. I may be full of pride, I may not notice you when you're around, but know that it's only because I want you to approach me and tell me something I want to hear. I understand it's demanding. And I know I don't have any right to ask you of this. I feel frustrated with myself and not with you anymore. I continue to neglect myself, but nurture my feelings for you.

I want to give up. And I will.

I will someday.

Know that I love you even though I can never tell you.

I wrote you a love letter.

I miss you.

I envy the people who spend so much time with you. I try to know you more just so I can feel closer to you. I feel so deprived of understanding you.

Every word you tell me, may it be good or bad are always stamped in my mind. IT'S UNFAIR. People tell me I shouldn't. That I should just stop the nonsense. You're a bad idea. The again, I love bad ideas. Maybe that's the reason why I can never leave you in my own world where you and I are the only inhabitants. It's too selfish, and I should know better. However, I can't stop myself.

I wish I could just say, "I think I like you." That would be lying to myself. Let me say I love you. I have never felt this way with anyone. Most of the time when I'm with you, you make me laugh. You never fail to tease me about something I do or something's wrong with my face. I always try to act cool, even though my insides are tingling. You make those cute faces when you look at me and although I pretend not to be amused, I really love looking at that face. I love the fact that I find it hard to read your personality. I love how you hug me tight as if you never want to let go. I love how you are so intelligent. I love how you know my mood. I love how you have this certain effect on me that even I can't explain. It may not show, but these are the things that I am thankful that you show me.

I wish I could match up to you so you could finally notice that I am not a child. I can surely understand you if you just let me.

I don't know the reason why you treat me differently than others. It hurts me in a way. I never know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. Do you treat me differently because I'm special? Or do you treat me differently because you don't want to show me the real you? It boggles my mind and I never fail to think of you over and over again. It hurts my mind and my heart, but I don't mind the pain. I chose to love you, but I will never regret that choice. It hurts like hell when I see you hugging someone else. I will take the pain because despite the pain my love for you makes me happier than anyone I know. I've started to sing again and write poetry again. I may sound like a lovesick fool, but I don't care as long as through this I'll finally tell you how I feel. I know you will never ever learn to love me, but I love you. I love you. I love you. I could say it a million times and you could push me away a million times, but I will never falter. I love you so much my heart hurts, but I don't give a damn because loving you made me the happiest I've been in years.

Janine :)

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Listen to what the mouth's not saying.

When she texts you, it is because she misses you. When she doesn't text you, it doesn't mean she doesn't miss you. It means she's waiting for you to miss her.

i'm okay

I realized that with my past posts that I'm making people worry. Don't worry I am fine. I 'm just going through something confusing this past few weeks and now, I guess I feel better.

Christmas is coming so I'm posting my new wishlist for Christmas.

emotional baggage

Yes, I am not fine. I've decided that the first few days of sem break was a good thing for me. It made me get away from the one thing that's been bothering me these past few days. I couldn't stop myself from wondering if my feelings were genuine, or was I merely allowing myself go with the flow of it all just because I loved the drama? My mind's split and in my head are illusions of what could be, what might be and what is not. There are reasons why I chose to feel like this, and although a lot of people may stop me, I can't help it. Bang my head on the wall, I still wouldn't stop. Beneath this silly façade, is my heart in the open, vulnerable as a fish out of water. Strip me of this, you will see me struggling to survive. That's how it is.

I wish I could say all this, instead of piling it up. I wish I could speak the words I've been longing to say. I wish I could stop pretending. I wish I could make you happy. Just for a while.


If only for a while.
What if I keep holding on to you? Would you keep me safe?


Would I still be safe if I hold on? Or would you break away and then let me fall?
Please let me decide and stop my nonsense.

Every time

Every time I step out, take a glimpse of the sky, I remember you. Every step that I take, every road that I walk on, I remember you. Every cloud, every color, every raindrop, I remember you.

Every time I ride a vehicle, I think of you. Every key that I type, I think of you. Every eye that I meet, I think of you. Every waking moment of the day, I think of you.

Every time you smile, I hold on.

Every time your eyes look at mine, I smile.

Every time you hug me tight, my heart jumps.

Every time you stand next to me, my insides tingle.

How could I feel something that I know is strong and will eventually break me down?

Every time I think of you, do you think of me too?

Facade

I'm keeping something from you. I'm hiding something from all of you. You don't know it, nor will you ever know it. There is something inside of me that is slowly hurting me, killing me, eventually destroying my inner self albeit I like the feeling. I like feeling this way amongst other things. When can I finally stop enjoying feelings that will be my ultimate destruction?

Would it be effective if I just slash my wrists and never look the same again? Would that lessen the pain a bit?

Stop me. I don't know what to do.

If only

If only I could keep
you, your heart
safe in my hands
If only

If only I could stop acting,
pretending that I'm not hurt
I don't have to want
you, but I do.

Would you hold
my heart if I gave it to you?
If only you could keep
my gift.

You don't want to.
But I keep
hoping, praying that someday
you will. If only.

i'm back

I've always loved autumn. The leaves are turning into different colors and all you get to see are pretty leaves falling, eventually dropping to the ground and moving to a place we don't even bother to think of. I only got to experience autumn ONCE.

Just like those moments I only got to experience ONCE and never had the chance to experience it all over again. If only we could be rewind and stop the moments that you want to cherish forever, ay, I would be the happiest girl in the world.

After autumn always comes winter. Winter had a huge impact on me. I didn't like the cold, the shivers and the layers of clothing you had to wear just to keep you insulated. The darkness of winter never appealed to me. Just like the past experiences that I would never want to happen again. If I could delete it just like in a computer, never to hear from it again, again, I would become the happiest girl in the world.

Of course, we cannot rewind, repeat and stop the moments we have in everyday life. We just have to go with the seasons, may it be autumn or winter.

dream

A dream is a WISH your heart MAKES.

I wish I could be your dream.

chest pains due to...

YOU.Yes, you. I cannot elaborate this feeling. I do not only feel the emotional pain, but also the physical pain you continuously give my heart.

I miss you and I hope you do too.

unreachable

The more I try, the less I succeed.
I wish I could be the one you could tell all
your secrets to.
I wish you could trust me,
I wish I could be the one you hold on to.
I wish I was the only one.

Then again, wishes are just mere grains in the beach
insignificant, not even enough
not even close to getting your attention,
not even to reaching you.
Would I-

allow myself to go through this
keep on striving for something so near
yet something I can never acquire
I can never have your love
But, I will.

I will keep on waiting
even if it stings my heart
in so many ways
Be mine
but I will never be yours.

I can't stop.

..beating myself up with stress. Halakhak 2009 was a success. I had so much fun playing Miss United Nations. Never in my entire life would I have imagined myself in the position I was last Thursday. I was so psyched to finally get to do comedy, knowing I'm not such a humorous person. Scratch that. I can finally make people laugh, even if it isn't much. The feeling was wonderful. I missed being on the stage, looking at the people who paid for the show and most of all, the feeling that you made them laugh.

Every night that Sikat spent rehearsing was worth it. I have to admit, though, I loved being part of Kruhay but being a part of Sikat is so unique. There isn't any strict definition of theater and it's all about being able to bring the theater to the people, which is the whole point of performing. I don't know what happened, but that night, I didn't feel any nerves once I was on stage. I really felt like I was in a pageant and I was asked and Sikat took the audience's mind off their worries.


Guys watch that. It's a big thank you for all those who watched Halakhak Back to Back to Back 2009! HAPPY 6th ANNNIVERSARY SIKAT! :)

Stop

What I feel for you is not new.
I guess I've always felt it before.
Chose to ignore it, stopped it before it flourished.
Now, can it still be pushed away?
When all I see is the fate of two evolving into one?

Melt me with a smile, cover me in your embrace.
Love me with your eyes.
Stop.
No, I refuse to see the truth.
I am blinded by faith.

Stop.

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more updates, i hope

I believe I found a family in UP. Thank you UP Sikat. :)

I'm getting better.

I think I'm on my way to being a better person. :)

Why?

Daddy and I had an argument again a while ago, on when he was taking me back to the dorm. I was insisting that they take me back today since I have a Math exam on Monday and I need to study, I can't do that while I'm in the house. He was hesitating that they take me back tomorrow even if they have to miss the early morning Mass which they would be the choir and the ocular visit tomorrow. I didn't get the point of missing those things when they could get me here today. TRAFFIC. So there started the many rantings of my dad, and my annoying answers to him. I eventually kept quiet and I cried. That always happens when I fight with my dad. After I had some time to think it through, we were in Katipunan already. I said sorry and he just hugged me, no sermons of any sort. I was touched. I wasn't used to seeing my dad like that.


Lord, thank you for my family. :)

It's raining and I'm stressed.

I am currently in a state of confusion and stress. I haven't eaten breakfast yet and I woke up early just to study for my Math exam on Monday. I dropped down after a while and just focused on browsing the internet. I don't know if I'll still be going to the Freshman Night later or just stay home and study. I want to go to the field trip, but then again I don't. I'm happy that classes are suspended, but it's annoying that I had to sleep late for my English paper. I am obsessed with a person who I'm constantly googling. I'm dead.

My mind is trying to pump out things that I should know. I have that problem again with Math that after we finish the lesson, it immediately flies out of my mind, as if it has no place there. Now, I don't know how I'm going to begin studying for Math when I can't even answer the sample exams. I don't know how I'm going to Laguna this weekend because my weekend is jam-packed. The rain is annoying, it may be cozy to sleep in this kind of weather, but I'm still bothered about my Math exam. My stomach's growling. I don't want to go down to buy breakfast. I'm irritated. I'm annoyed.

I am thinking about the CSSP KAPPistahan on the 24th. I don't know how I'll be able to integrate our ideas to the NEW theme which was just changed yesterday. Most of my block mates don't want to be seen on stage. I don't want to be embarrassed. I want to have a nice presentation. I want a nice score in Math. I want to pass Social Science 2 and impress my terror of a teacher. I want to finally understand the meaning of the reading assigned to us. I want to stop torturing my mind. I want to save some money. I want to stop.

My conclusion. So help me, God. I'm in college.



My conclusion: I'm in college.

8 more posts.

8 MORE POSTS!

And I'm off to 300 posts already. Meaningful ones.

I don't get to post more often because you know, I'm in college and I'm watching Gossip Girl. HUH? I just don't get to post more often, as much as I'd like to. Let me update on some things I haven't mentioned yet.

Well, for starters, I was thinking of joining Psychology Society this sem, because everybody says it's easier to join orgs in the first year, first sem. I thought long and hard and decided that I wouldn't push it through this year. I feel like I need to adjust further. I plan on joining UP SIKAT (Sirkulo ng Kabataang Artista) and of course, who would forget my ever beloved PSYSC? :) Orientation for the latter is on Sunday, so I might as well go, right? Next on the agenda is my PE class. I swear all the muscles in my body are going to give up, give or take tomorrow. I know I used to do it before but now, it's kinda hard.

Lastly, I'd just like to say that I am enjoying my life in UP. I know I'll get to enjoy it even more! Especially after that PEP RALLY!

U-NIBERSIDAD NG PILIPINAS! :))

I can feel the pressure.

Now see. I don't get to blog more often. I'm getting busier by the day, and in some ways, I do love it. I mean, who wouldn't love studying in UP, riding IKOT and TOKI jeeps everyday, waiting on the AS steps for the shuttle and walking around like crazy to get to classes?

This week, my high school friends didn't get to see much of each other. We were always in pairs, with Sean and Anj, BJ and me or Kat. Yesterday was the first time we got to bond a helluva lot. We were supposed to watch the Engineering Week concert. Quite disappointing really. I thought they were going to accomodate non-engineering students resulting to us not watching the concert at all. We were going to watch Sot's older brother play, and we ended up sitting down and chatting in the Sunken Garden. Kyle wanted to go home to Laguna, but we didn't so we suggested that we (Kat, Sot, me) that we stay in our dorm first since Sot is near our place and so is the LRT station. We chatted like old times. I kind of missed it, really. We talked until about 8.30 pm when Kyle had to go home and so did Sot, since we haven't had dinner yet.

See why I love college? I know I don't get to see my other high school friends too often, but I do get to see some of them which is what keeps me sane. We love hanging out with each other and there is something between us that even new friends cannot emulate or even have that kind of connection with.

**

I'm in Laguna now, got home around 6pm. Serves me right for sleeping until 10.30 in the morning. I could have been earlier but no, I had to be attacked by the supreme evil called laziness. It would normally be okay if I get home around at this time, seeing as I don't have classes on Mondays. However, this Monday will be our Psych orientation so there, I have to go since I'm Block Head. *attacked by laziness yet AGAIN* I think it'll be fun though, I think I have great blockmates! Okay, I'm gonna stop blogging, I have tons of work to do and it won't be fun.

*REACTION PAPER for stupid effin Baler.

*A TON OF HOMEWORK in Math 11

*A TON OF HOMEWORK in French

*Homework in English 11

*Lastly, read on the Greco-Persian Wars and research on Adam Smith.

KILL ME NOW. I love you college, but you're helluva lot of work! Tata!

I love CSSP! :)

Thank you, College of Social Sciences and Philosophy. I had fun today.

Many of my friends know that I am blockless, so I was psyched to hear that everyone in my course was going to have a block. Yey! :)

By 11.30, I went to AS, looked for the BA Psych sign and waited. I met up with Tin and other coursemates. I was kind of in a haze because I didn't receive a text message from my block handler. So there, we waited for announcements, then I saw my name on Block 3! Then we went to Sunken Garden and bonded with our block. I was nominated Block Head with Muriel! :) Fun. I met a fellow PSYSC camper, see what PSYSC can do?! HAHAHA :)

We went to NISMED for the College Orientation, my ass couldn't stop laughing. It was really fun, with the presentations and everything. By the way, I want to join orgs na. Sayang, freshies can't join yet. Pero, if I could get an org now, I'd apply for UP SIKAT and UP PsycA.

I couldn't contain the fun I had today so there, I wrote this. TTFN.

Mahirap?

"It's hard to accept change."

One minute, you're a high school freshman. The next minute, you're about to graduate. And you blink your eyes, you're in college.

Nagusap-usap ang PossiLove na pumuntang school today. Super saya ng reunion kasi, parang hindi kami nagkwentuhan ng ilang dekada. Masaya din kasi ngayon lang ulit namin nakita ang mga nagbagong mukha, bagong pagupit, maarteng mga gamit. HAHA :) Akala ko, okay na akong magcollege. Mamimiss ko pa rin pala talaga ang HIGH SCHOOL. It was safe and comfortable.�

Pumunta kami dun, napagalitan, tumambay sa covered court at nagkwentuhan! Kumain ng Bugong at Dulce de Leche pati na ang kisses ni Kyle! Nakita si Ms. Mendoza, nagkwentuhan at kumain ng kwek-kwek. Nag-angas angasan kasi hindi na namin magagawa yun sa college.

I'm gonna miss this so much. :(

YES! JUNE 16 pa! :)

(from Titus Tan, USC chairperson and Ms. Maricel of OVCSA):
UP Diliman start of classes moved to June 16 in view of extension of registration, and the DOH advisory on AH1N1. Adjustment in academic calendar to follow.�
- Chancellor Cao

NOTE:�
June 10 - Deadline of Enlistment (Prerog)
June 16 - Deadline of Payment

CMOOOON! Let's celebrateeee!

It's June!

JUNE JUNE JUNE. 

We've been 3 days along June already and I am excited and at the same time dreading to go to school. First year, first sem. I know that I've been rambling about my going to college for quite some time now. I can't help it. I know it's not such a big deal, but for me it is. I want to do good, I want to excel. 

Let me give you the highlights of my first 3 days of June.

JUNE 1-- MONDAY. I didn't do anything. I just got up at 9 AM again, ate breakfast, read HP7 and finished it.

JUNE 2-- NICA ERGUIZA'S BIRTHDAY. I greeted her then we went to Studio 87, my dorm to put some things there. I also got my FINGERPRINT installed in the biometric fingerprint system. After that, we went to Makati, played in Timezone. Annoying thing is, my siblings and I were playing on the car thingy where you race. I won the first time over my sis, I thought she was challenging me again, I accepted it not noticing a FUGLY guy sitting next to me. HE BEAT ME. He wasn't even supposed to be my challenger. >.<>

JUNE 3-- Bought stuff for my dorm. Essentials like table lamp, tabo, hangers, etc. I went home, read Second Helpings and fell in love again with Marcus Flutie.

So I guess that's it. I'm staying home today while my sis is going to her bestfriend's birthday party. I wish I had a normal best guyfriend too. Wait, I think I do. He's been there since 1st year. :) Awww, never thought we'd communicate again.

Depressing School Year

Okay, I don't mean it that way. As we were buying school supplies awhile ago, I felt sad knowing I wouldn't need crayons or useless pad papers. I just bought 2 binders and some pens, I was done. However my sister and brother bought a lot since my sister's in her senior year and my bro's in first grade. I still can't get over the fact that I'm not going to be back in my precious alma mater. I won't be able to walk the halls with confidence because I'm a senior. I won't be able to shout and make my cadets listen. I'm merely a freshman now, at the bottom. I am fascinated by the fact that the level of authority and superiority just goes around. You're at the bottom, next you know you're on top. Then it happens again and again, just like a cycle. It doesn't matter how long it takes, but it'll happen.

I'm starting to get eyebags the size of saucers because I can't put Harry Potter down. After all these years, I still love him. I'm currently reading The Goblet of Fire, which I think is the most boring book in the series, even though this is the book where Voldemort rises to full power. I still think it's boring because of the blah blah dialogues. HAHAHA :)

I've got to go, I have yet to pack. We have a family outing tomorrow! Swimming, finally! :) I haven't gone swimming this summer.

P.S. I find Princess Hours kinda boring. Oh well. Let's hear it for Full House!

Happy Anniversary

I'm shouting a big HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY TO MY BLOG! We've come a long way, my dear blog. We're nearing 300 posts! 

This past 2 weeks have been a blast. I think I'm finally getting the summer I deserve. This last week, I've been in Hongkong, catching Mickey Mouse and watching a performance of High School Musical Live! We did lots of shopping in HK and I didn't forget my bestfriends of course. I bought them souvenirs. When we got back, I watched Full House for 2 straight days, read every one of Jessica's stories and slept late. It felt so good. I only have a week before classes start and I'm excited and nervous at the same time. Imagine me having a dream of accumulating 3 absences in class because I couldn't wake up on time. I was shocked when I woke up. I do hope it doesn't happen to me.

I'm reading Harry Potter again, I've gotta get all hyped up for the new movie. I'm excited!

That's it for now. Happy anniversary to us again, dear blog. :)

In a few days

In a few days...

I WILL GET TO SEE DAVID COOK in person. Okay, one day. That's tomorrow.

MY BLOG WILL BE TURNING 2 years old. :) Yey me! I couldn't believe it too.

I will take driving lessons? I HOPE. Gad.

Anyway, I am psyched to see David Cook tomorrow. I'm wearing a David Cook shirt tomorrow. I'm wearing Skechers, Cook's an endorser. And I love the Skechers boots by the way. I'm going to make a banner tomorrow before I go. I'm excited not just because of Cook, but because I'll be seeing my classmates who are Idol fans tomorrow! It maybe the last time I get to see them before college. I hope to see you, David Cook! I swear your ears will burst when I scream your name.

My blog is turning two years old. Yes, that's right. I never thought it'd go this far. I always thought I'd erase this blog eventually, just like my old blog. But boy was I wrong. I've shared two years of pain, sorrow, happiness, craziness and the like. I've owned other blogs before, but I have been ever so faithful to this one. I made the layout myself, I blogged the entries with dedication and yeah, you get the idea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY confessionsofthetruth.blogspot.com! A toast to many more years to come!

I've tried talking to my mom about driving lessons. She always says that I have to do it this summer. Yeah right. Summer's almost over. And I haven't even touched a freaking steering wheel! I am promising myself that before this summer is over, I know how to drive a car already. All I've been doing this summer is go to the MALL. I've missed my curfew two times already and I didn't get grounded or anything.

By the way, before I end this post, I want to say I want to go to the beach. It sucks that I don't have beach photos this year compared last year when I had three sets, when we went to Ilocos twice and Dapitan.

I'm goiiing! See you, David Cook tomorrow!

David Cook.

DAVID COOK IS IN THE PHILIPPINES. Kill me now. I have to scream like a monkey now.


Seriously. I can't wait for Saturday!

You're No Good

Feeling better now that we're through
Feeling better 'cause I'm over you
I learned my lesson, it left a scar
Now I see how you really are

You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm gonna say it again
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I broke a heart that's gentle and true
Well I broke a heart over someone like you
I'll beg his forgiveness on bended knee
I wouldn't blame him if he said to me

You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm gonna say it again
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm telling you now baby and I'm going my way
Forget about you baby 'cause I'm leaving to stay

You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

I'm gonna say it again
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

Oh, oh no
You're no good
You're no good
You're no good
Baby you're no good

----I LOVE THIS SONG. :)

She's Dating the Gangster Excerpts

“ANG HIRAP KASI SAYO AKO NA NGA TONG NASA TABI MO PERO SA IBA KA PARIN NAKATINGIN! HINDE MO BA NAPAPANSIN HA??! YOU STILL DON’T KNOW IT, DO YOU?! CAN’T YOU FEEL IT?! CANT YOU FCUKING FEEL IT?!”

“ANONG HINDE KO NAPAPANSIN?! ANO BANG HINDE KO ALAM!? ANONG HINDI KO MARAMDAMAN?! T*NGINA SABIHIN MO KASI SA AKIN!!!”

“I LIKE YOU, YOU IDIOT!!!!”

“AKO BA HINDE?!”

Si Kenji muna hinatid namin, pag stop naming sa tapat ng house niya, I’ve decided na sasabihin ko. whatever. Wala na akong pakialam sa sasabihin niya. positive or negative, It doesn’t matter. kelangan niyang malaman yung nafefeel ko.

Binuksan na ni Kenji yung door ng car bumaba kami pareho.

“Ayos, babae na pala nag hahatid ngayon sa lalaki.” Nag smile kami pareho. “Sige na, umuwi ka na, papasok na rin ako. goodnight..”

“Kenji wait..” hinawakan ko yung kamay niya.. “I have to tell you something really important.”

“Ano yun?”

“I.. I.. I..”

“I, what?”

“I… I.. I love you.” Habang nakatingin ako sa kanya, hinde nag bago expression ng mukha niya.

“Ano ka ba. Bakit ba masyado kang nagiging seryoso? Ok ka lang ba?” ok, I wasnt expecting this kind of reply.

“Because I am serious. Seryoso ako sa mga sinabi ko..sa nafefeel ko. I love you Kenji..”

He lightly poked my forehead “Yung binitawan mong salita, parang katumbas sa pag sabing hinde ka makahinga. Alam mo ba yun? Sige na. umuwi ka na. Goodnight.” after my confession ganito ang nakuha ko. what’s wrong with him?? Just fcukin tell me if he doesn’t feel the same way!

“You know what?! Fine! Just forget about everything that I have said! It meant nothing naman diba, kasi I was TOO SERIOUS! Just don’t mock me about this. Sorry for feeling this way. Goodnight.” Tumalikod ako then nag start na akong maglakad papunta sa car. Gusto kong tingnan yung reaction niya! nakakapikon siya. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ako nag kakaganito, eh sabi ko naman diba na ‘wala akong pakialam sa kung ano ang sasabihin niya, positive or negative..it doesn’t matter..right?

I was about to open the door ng car pero nag salita siya

“Athena wait.. I can’t..” naka pause lang ako dun. Not moving. Not moving. Not moving. “I can’t.. I can’t breathe..”

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“I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo kasing lalim ng pinakamalalim na dagat sa buong mundo. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo kasing laki ng pinag sama samang planeta. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo mas matagal pa sa forever. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo hinde na mapapalitan ng kahit sino. I love you. Kahit ilang beses pa kitang kelangan pakasalan gagawin ko. Kahit na sa lahat ng simbahan sa buong mundo, gagawin ko. I love you. Kahit na ipagtabuyan mo ko, kahit na mag sawa ka sakin, kahit na iwanan mo ko, ikaw at ikaw parin ang mamahalin ko. Hahanapin kita kahit san ka magpunta. At pag nahanap kita, hinde na kita ulit papakawalan pa. I love you. Kahit gaano kasakit, kahit gaano kahirap hinde kita iiwan. I love you. Yung pagmamahal ko sayo, hinde na mawawala. I love you, Athena. I love you, I love you, I love you.. UhnJaeNa, YongWonHee.”

Nagtakip ng bibig si Athena tapos naiyak. Pinindot niya yung cam tapos niyakap ako.

“I’m sorry.. I'm sorry.. I love you..”

KINIKILIG AKO. :)

Official College Student

Freshman Orientation Program today. I commuted with Kyle and Bj. Bj and I went to OUR first, then went around the UP campus, had lunch at McDo and went back to OUR to do the "sandwich" thing for our friends. HAHAHA :) FUN! After that, we proceeded to School of Econ.

FUN FUN ORIENTATION!

U-NIBERSIDAD NG PILIPINAS!! Of course, we were taught the cheers by the UP Pep Squad. CHAMPIONS! :)

I had so much fun. I know I'll have a great UP life.

WALANG BLOCK. PINILI KO TO NANG SARILI KO HA. :) PROUD AKO.

NAME: DEL ROSARIO, JANINE GABRIELLE ANDEZA
COLLEGE: CSSP
DEGREE & MAJOR: BA PSYCH

TUESDAY/ THURSDAY
8:30-10am ----- Social Science II; THR-2; PH 324-326
11:30am-1pm ----- Math 11; THV; MB312
4:00-5:30pm ------ Kasaysayan 1; THY2; PH126


WEDNESDAY/FRIDAY
10:00-11:30am----- English II; WFU-3; CAL311
1:00-2:30pm----- French 10; WFW1; PH208
4:00-5:00pm----- PE 2 (Modern Jazz); WFL; PE Dance Studio

MASAYA ANG SCHED KO KASI MAHABA BREAK. MAKAKAPAGLANDI AKO NITO. HAHAHAHA :) OHA OHA. Wala lang gala. HAHA

UNIVERSITY OF PILA KUNG PILA. HAHAHA :) Masaya naman. Marami akong nakilala. Si Tin, na sa teentalk ko unang nakausap, si Ana na taga-POVEDA, at si Jade na taga-Muntinlupa. Oh di ba???!!! BONGGA! :) Di lonely ang enrollment ko.
COMMEND KO PA ANG PSYCH DEPARTMENT SA BONGGANG EARLY BIRD SA BRIEFING AT MAGANDANG WELCOME! :)

UP DILIMAN STUDENT NA AKO!

American Idol

Almost 6 years of watching American Idol, tonight was the first time my jaw dropped. LITERALLY. As I was watching AI tonight, (results night) I was expecting Allison and Matt to be in the bottom 2. Boy, was I mistaken. Turned out that the bottom 3 was KRIS, Matt and *tongue drops* ADAM. So I was fine because my bet, Danny Gokey is still safe and he will still compete in next week's showdown. After the annoying delays, Ryan Seacrest finally announced that Kris is safe and yes, ADAM AND MATT ARE THE BOTTOM 2. Crossing my fingers, I prayed that Matt would finally get booted out of the competition because he isn't that great of an artist unlike the other contestants.


I was totally right. Matt did get kicked off. FUN FUN FUN. :)

*I will post a pic once I get a hold of one. :)

Not enlisted.

I pre enlisted subjects online for my freshman year 1st sem.


I didn't get the block grant. Meaning I have to pick the classes myself. All the trouble. :(

Not a big deal since this is part of being independent right? So there.

:)

*Gala with friends on May 7! Excited. :)

Home away from Home

NAKAHANAP NA AKO NG DORM! At syempre, di talaga kami sa MyPlace kasi di ko maintindihan if hotel ba yun or dorm. HAHAHA :) Tapos ayun, after passing requirements for the medical certificate, nakuha ko na siya. We proceeded na sa MyPlace. First stop namin yun. Suprisingly, mas maganda siya sa actual kesa sa pictures sa net. Kaso maliit and mahal. P15k per person. At wala pang electricity at water, so yun. Punta naman kami sa Oracle Residences. Sorry pero di ko talaga to type. After that, we went to The Studio 87 Residences. Impressed ako sa biometric fingerprint access nila sa hallways, business center, fitness gym at yung room. MALAKI. Reasonable ang price kasi fully furnished na plus secured pa. May shuttle service na din which picks and drops off every hour. Masaya naman ako dun, plus pati parents ko so ayun. MAY DORM NA AKO!



At kamusta naman? Yan talaga ang nakita namin. Pretty di ba?
Ako super happy. Thank you my generous parents! :)

*Crossing fingers, Katreena. :) Sana roommates na tayo.

bipolar

I am ECSTATIC. Okay, obviously you see the change in my layout so that's the main reason why. I spent almost 5 hours fixing the damn thing. Seriously, who knew CSS codes could be so complicated? After hours of deliberating what to do and almost giving up, I finally found the problem. BIG YAY to me! However, I won't elaborate what the problem was, you'd laugh at me for that. HAHAHA I know I am laughing now.

I seriously think I am bipolar . One minute I'm happy and the next minute I'm not. What is wrong with me? I haven't quite gotten to a severe case yet. I'm not suicidal yet.Thank God. I'm seriously troubled because I want to talk to my friend, but I can't. And when I do finally talk to him, he blows me off. So there is reason to be bipolar now don't you think? Sometimes I wonder if I ever am a good friend. I know I'm selfish so that's gotta be a downside to my relationships. I ponder on these things because I have come to realize that after I share a secret or two with a friend, I find a way to break that good relationship. Seriously, what is wrong with me? I recently found out about my behavior by constantly analyzing my past friendships with other people. I tend to either break the trust, backstab them or just plain ignore them. I have come to the conclusion that I can't have many friends to share secrets with. All I need is one or two. So much for my dream of being a people person.

I seriously thought he couldn't resist me, and when he blew me off, it was a big slap to my ego. I mean, we are friends and I don't want to be bitter about the past mistakes. I don't want to turn into a Dan Scott. I'm trying to move on and forget all the hurt and pain or mistakes so that it doesn't trap me in the past. Guess I'm not the one who's bitter anymore.

Looking for places.

Being so far away from home is no problem for me. It's just that it's so hard to pick where I'll stay and I'm not used to doing everything on my own. All my life, I've learned to lean on my mom or house helpers to do things around the house. I'm not used to cooking, doing laundry or even cleaning. With this is mind, I don't know how the hell I'm gonna survive in QC. I will try, though for the sake of my education.

My mom and I were looking at dormitories around Katipunan(I don't like the UP area.). With my high end needs (I'm not complaining, I am just not used to having common bathrooms and the like), so I opted for a condo type dorm. Single occupancy would be fine with me, but since Katreena is also studying in Diliman, we might as well room together.

Tomorrow will be our ocular visits to the dorms my mom saw on the Internet. Yes, we want to make sure of the amenities and the units, who knows what they post in the sites are fake. So there. I am excited to see my new home for 4+ years since my parents want me to take up Law, (perfectly fine with that.) and I'll be staying in the QC area a little while longer. Who knows, I might like it there.

xoxo

WELCOME.

WELCOME EMPRESS! :)

I'm welcoming my ever so dear friend, Katreena to Blogspot. It's her 2nd time, I think. However, it's her first time owning a personal account. So, all you bloggers out there, try and give her site a little hey ho, okay?

P.S. AYAN, KATREENA! SPECIAL MENTION KA NA DIN. LOVE YOU, MY LAB. :) Enjoy Blogspot!

WELCOME NEW LIFE!

No worries.

I'm welcoming new life with open arms. I mean, I'm still the B and all, but you know. I'm toning down a bit. I want to be more, how do I say it, KIND. WHATEVER THAT IS. Kidding! :)

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME, guys. So keep commenting if you ever feel like it.

Unproductive

I AM SO UNPRODUCTIVE this summer. This summer, I planned to take guitar and driving lessons. Guess what? I haven't done any of those. I'm beginning to feel nauseous because of the heat and the boredom summer is currently giving me. This is the reason why I begin to think like a schizophrenic. Seriously, I am going down the drain here. I need something to do. So let me start off by blogging nonsense things in my nonsense blog.

Remember my blog entry way back last year? Wait, I'm digging it up in my archives. It was written last NOVEMBER 21, 2007. (Look for depressing, the title.) Who could forget that fateful day huh? I was so mad and hurt, I didn't care what I typed in my blog. And now, it's all coming back.

I HATE SECRETS.

Secrets are fun when they're all about FUN, FRIENDS and PARTYING. They're not fun, when you've got some creepy weird dude putting up some shit. Tell me, what do you do when you think you know a person, but find out you really don't? Let me tell you what. YOU SUCK IT UP. They're never gonna change, and you won't ever get to know them. You know why? That's the way they roll and like it. I thought I knew them. I guess I didn't. It would hurt if it were 2 years ago, when I was gullible and naive. It doesn't now and won't ever. You're quite content in your position and let me tell you, you're never going to get far in this world, what with all the secrets you have and the people who you think you have relationships with. I am going out on a limb here because I know you're going to see this and despise my pretty ass for writing this. I don't give a damn. I wish you were true from the beginning because that's what friends do. If you don't know how that is, you'll all end up sad and alone. To think I thought our friendship was worth saving.

As I held our picture in my hand, I wanted to crush, crumple and tear it apart. I stopped myself. Know why? It's the only reminder of you being the worst friend I could ever have.



YOU SICKEN ME. Good luck with all your nonsense endeavors.
YOU'LL NEED IT.

a letter

Dear ,

How do you know when you're in love?
How do you feel?
How do you think?
How do you speak?

Every single day, I still long for yesterday. I hope and pray that someday I might get to reach you again. Yet you made it stop.

All the hope, love and trust I felt for you vanished. And now, as my heart starts to question its own decisions, I begin to fall further away from you. There are times that I still want to reach you, but gone are the days that I want to love you.

I know I'll think of you every single day, but not how you want me to. My heart just gave up and maybe, the third time's not good enough.

I just don't know you, and I hate secrets.

Love,
J

OFFICIAL

It is official. I AM AN INCOMING BA PSYCHOLOGY STUDENT. What happened to my dreams of becoming a journalist? Let me tell you what, after I prayed sweat and blood to God, I did not get in Journalism. Why? I'm guessing I'm not meant for that course. See, when I first applied to UP Diliman, I picked BA JOURNALISM as my first choice, and BA PSYCHOLOGY as my second choice. When the results came out, no sign of Journalism ANYWHERE. However, I got waitlisted on my second choice. When I confirmed,(I was crossing my fingers then I swear) I did ask to be considered in BA PSYCHOLOGY, so maybe that one's my fault. Now, as I'm browsing through the curriculum, I'm beginning to regret my decision. OKAY, STOP. I will try to enjoy my course and besides, it's pre-Law anyway, which I'm planning to take. I am a bit excited about becoming a college student, but then again, I'm shaking in my seat right now. Gah, any tips?


By the way, here's the curriculum for BA PSYCHOLOGY:(tell me if you can understand any of this?)

BA Psychology Curriculum

Revised Effective First Semester 1992-93*

First Year
KomI/Com I Philosophy I History I Math II (a) Language Elective*	3 3 3 3 3 (15)		Kom II/Com II Soc Sci I Psych 101 Math 14 (a) History II	3 3 3 3 3 (15)
Second Year
Psychology 108* Hum I Psychology 110 Free Elective Com III	3 3 5 5 3 (19)		Social Science II Natural Science II* Psychology 115 Chemistry 16* Hum II	3 3 5 5 3 (19)
Third Year
Psychology 118 Psychology 150 Socio 101 / Anthro I Language Elective Nat Sci II / Geology 11* Math 100 (b)	5 3 3 3 3 5 (19)		Psychology 155 Psychology 162 Biology 11 Elective (c) Psychology 140	3 4 5 3 3 (19)
Fourth Year
STS Psychology 145 Psychology 160 P.I. 100 Elective (c) Elective (c)	3 3 4 3 3 3 (19)		Psychology 135 Psychology 171 Psychology 180 Philo 160 / 171 Elective (c) Elective (c)	4 3 3 3 3 3 (19)
Total Number of Units: 145

A BIG GOOD LUCK TO MY 4 YEARS IN UP DILIMAN!

I Love Fall Out Boy.

1. Who's the hottest FOB member?
Pete Wentz, most definitely.
2. What's the best FOB song?
That's hard. I don't have one in particular. I love them all.
3. Andy or Joe?
ANDY!
4. Pete or Patrick?
PETE! ♥
5. A LITTLE LESS SIXTEEN CANDLES, A LITTLE MORE TOUCH ME or PAVLOVE?
A Little Less Sixteen
6. Who would you kiss on the cheek first? Pete? Patrick? Andy? Joe?
PETE! PETE! PETE! PETE!
7. Hug Pete and never hug Patrick or Hug Patrick and never hug Pete?
HUG PETE. SMOTHER HIM. HAHAHA
8. If you dropped your ice cream on Joe's afro, what would you tell him?
I'd say sorry. And then let him drop ice cream on my hair. HAHA. quits.
9. Which FOB member would you like to be with in a deserted island for 3 weeks?
PETE. PETE. PETE. He'll leave Ashlee for me.
10. What would you do if Pete Wentz told you "I love you." ?
Let's get married, Pete!
11. What's the first thing you'll do if FOB asks you for the time?
Hmm. Take them out to eat instead?
12. Pete in the color green or purple?
PURPLE. That would look so cute on him.
13. Andy accidentally fell on you. What would you tell him?
Why not Pete?
14. Thin Patrick or chubby Patrick?
I don't really care. He has an awesome voice either way.
15. Will you pick up the chewed gum Pete spat on the ground?
Gosh, no. I'm not that obsessed.
16. Cut Joe's hair with a pair of scissors or a knife?
Scissors.
17. Borrow Patrick's hat or watch?
Watch. HAHAHA. cool.
18. Would you rather be older or younger than Andy?
Younger.
19. Receive Pete's bass or Andy's drumsticks?
Pete's bass. Yey. Love love Pete.
20. Fall Out Boy or all the chocolate in the world?
FALL OUT BOY, beybeh!
21. If Pete gave you a tour backstage, what would you tell him after wards?
Thanks, Pete. Want to get married? HAHAHA
22. What would you give Andy for his birthday present?
A shirt? HAHAHA
23. Play a game of Twister with FOB or Monopoly?
TWISTER. *naughty* HAHAHA I'm bad.
24. Eat pizza with FOB or cereal?
Pizza. More yummy.
25. If all the FOB members gave you their cellphone number, who would you call first?
Pete. DUH.
26. Do an eye-staring contest with Patrick or Andy?
Patrick, Andy's just weird.
27. Watch Spongebob Squarepants with Pete or Joe?
PETE. More comfortable. Yieee.
28. Play Paintball or Airsoft with Pete?
Paintball. :) FUUUN.
29. Tell Joe his cooking stinks or tell Joe that his shoes stink?
Tell him his shoes stink.
30. Fall Out Boy or Paramore?
THE ANSWER'S SO OBVIOUS! FALL OUT BOYYYYY!

Insensitive

I don't get how people change from being so concerned to being so insensitive in a few days. How do they do that? Do people like them have magic? Is it inborn? Whichever power or voodoo they're using, it sucks.

How could people not sense anything? How could they not feel what you're feeling for them? Do they not get some kind of tingle the way you do when you see them? Whatever their stupid reason is, it sucks.

I don't get why people could just care for a person one second, and then stop having concern for them the next. Is that how life goes? Or is it how the world is for them?

I hate people who are insensitive. Get a life.

Goodbye

GOODBYE!

"Kita kits bukas ah!" "Uy, yung project natin, wag mo kalimutan!" "May quiz bukas sa SS!"

This time, goodbye isn't just a word that we utter after dismissal. Nor is goodbye a word we say because our services are there. Goodbye is a word that is uncertain.

4 years ago, high school was a new ball game. Tricks and game plans had to be learned because I was new. I was a freshman in a new school. New things to learn, new lessons to be taught. I was like a tiny fish placed in a pool of sharks. Harsh? That's high school. Gradually over the year, I tried to master the rules of high school. It wasn't complicated at all. High school was boring, but fun at the same time!

How time flies. Now, I've mastered every rule in high school. I've seen people come and go. I've mastered every teacher in the department, experienced sleepless nights, got home late, and even learned to take public transport. I've made friends and enemies. I've had countless crushes. What more is there to learn in high school?

And in 3 months, it's back to a different ball game again. New rules, new friends, new tricks to learn. Goodbye isn't just a word that means "Don't worry, we'll see each other tomorrow." This time, goodbye is "Don't worry, we''ll see each other in a few years, or months. It really depends. Bahala na." Goodbye isn't just a word. It's an ENDING and a BEGINNING.


Thank you Colegio San Agustin Biñan for giving me the best 4 years of my life.

GOODBYE. I will miss you.

forget it?

I am so pissed off at myself for thinking these things. How can I get it off of my mind when I get to see constantly where he is everyday? Should I just forget our friendship because of something I heard? I really want to talk to my bestfriend, but I never get the chance. And YES, I was mean for being a big ass to him while he was talking to me, but I was real pissed off then, because of the "thing".


I really should talk to him.

:((

Ehem. :)

100 Questions about 8 friends/people.
1. Boan
2. Nathalie
3. Mark
4. Echel
5. Anj
6.Arielle
7. LA
8. Pat

1. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 3?

-- 3 years. :)

2. WHAT DO YOU ENJOY DOING MOST WITH 3?

-- telebabad sa phone! :)

3. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 3?

-- EW. hahahaha

4. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 3?

-- HAHAHAHAHA.

5. NAME ONE MEMORY YOU HAVE WITH 3?

-- Feb. 11! Kwek-kwek. :)

6. WHAT IS 3's MIDDLE NAME?

-- De Matta

7. WHERE DOES 3 LIVE?

-- Chrysanthemum

8. DO YOU LOVE 3?

-- Hindi. HAHAHA. joke, bes ko yan!

9. DOES 3 DATE ANYONE ELSE ON YOUR TOP 8?

-- #1. JOKE LANG

10. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 3?

-- banlag. :)

10. WHAT IS 7's FULL NAME?

-- Louise Angelo Roberto

11. HOW DID YOU MEET 7?

-- classmate! 2nd year.

12. HAVE YOU EVER HUNG OUT WITH 7?

-- Oo naman.

13. NAME ONE INTERESTING THING ABOUT 7?

-- EMO! :)

14. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 7?

-- Ay, anu ba yan. HAHAHA. siguro, ewan.

15. NAME SOMETHING 7 IS GOOD AT?

-- Hmm. Writing letters, poems, songs. :)

16. ARE YOU OLDER OR YOUNGER THAN 7?

-- I'm younger. Tanda na nun e. HAHAHA

18. EVER DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL WITH NUMBER 7?

-- Sus, wala naman.

21. WHERE DOES 6 LIVE?

-- Macaria Vill

22. DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS WITH 6?

-- Nope.

23. DO YOU KNOW 6'S MIDDLE NAME?

-- nakalimutaaan ko! I'm baad.

24. ARE YOU RELATED TO 6?

-- Yes, best friend! :)

25. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 6?

-- 2 years.

26. ARE YOU IN 6'S TOP 8?

-- ewan ko. :)

27. EVER LAUGHED WITH 6?

-- Too many to count.

28. WOULD 6 BE THERE FOR YOU?

-- YES!

29. WOULD YOU BE THERE FOR 6?

-- Hanggang sa end of the world. HAHAHA

30. WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT 6?

-- FLIRT. hahaha

31. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW 2?

-- well enough.

32. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW 2?

-- kanina lang.

:D 34. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE WITH 2?

-- Landi. haha

35. HOW DID YOU MEET 2?

-- classmate 1st year.

37. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 2?

-- OO! HAHAHAHA. sa cheeks.

38. DO YOU LOVE 2?

-- Oo naman. :)

40. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 2?

-- Yeah.

41. Where did you meet 4 at?

-- school.

42. YOU RELATED TO 4?

-- yes. Sis ko yan e.

44. DID YOU EVER GO TO SCHOOL WITH 4?

-- Oo naman.

45. IS 4 A FUN PERSON TO BE WITH?

-- Oo, si Dora yan e!

46. ARE YOU ON 4'S TOP 8 LIST?

-- I dunno.

47. WHEN IS 4'S BIRTHDAY?

-- March 24!

48. WOULD YOU GO ON A TRIP WITH 4?

-- Sure!

49. HOW OFTEN DO YOU GET TO SEE 4?

-- 5-6 times a week.

50. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 4?

-- MATA! malikmata. HAHAHA

51. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 5?

-- since 1st year. I think

52. WHEN DID YOU LAST SEE 5?

-- Kanina.

53. EVER DATED 5?

-- Nah, girl yan e.

54. DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON WITH 5?

-- Yeah, I think so.

55. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR 5?

-- Yeah, I would.

56. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL WITH 5?

-- Yep.

57. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO KILL 5?

-- Nope.

58. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID WITH 5?

-- Laughed!

59. WHAT IS THE NEXT THING YOU WILL DO WITH 5?

-- Laugh again.

60. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 5?

-- Opinions niya about stuff.

63. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 1?

-- YES.

64. WHERE DOES 1 LIVE?

-- Las Villas

66. HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN IN TROUBLE WITH 1?

-- I can't remember.

67. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO WITH 1?

-- Laugh!

69. BEST MEMORY WITH 1?

-- Marami masyado e.

70. DO YOU LOVE 1?

-- Yes, the best of the best friends.

71. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 8?

-- since 2nd year?

72. HAVE YOU EVER LIVED WITH 8?

-- Not YET.

73. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO DATE 8?

-- Nah, nagddate kami palagi. hahaha

74. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL MEMORIES WITH 8?

-- Yeah, before Xmas Party.

75. ARE YOU NUMBER 1 ON 8'S TOP 8?

-- I dunno.

76. HAVE YOU EVER FOUGHT WITH 8?

-- No.

78. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 8?

-- Yes.

79. DO YOU LOVE 8?

-- Yes, I love Mowder Pat. :)

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 8?

-- Humor.

81. WHICH WAS THE LAST ONE YOU SAW?

-- #7

82. WHICH ONE WILL YOU SEE NEXT?

-- kung sino mauna sa room.

83. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST TALK TO ON THE PHONE?

-- #3

85. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST TEXT?

-- #7

86. WHICH ONE DID YOU LAST IM?

-- #4

87. WHICH ONE IS THE EASIEST TO TALK TO?

-- #1,#6,#3

88. WHICH ONE DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?

-- #1, #6, #3

89. WHICH ONE KNOWS YOU BEST?

-- #1

90. WHICH ONE DO YOU LOVE THE MOST?

-- Hmm. ALL.

91. WHICH ONE DO YOU HAVE THE MOST IN COMMON WITH?

-- #6

92. WHICH ONE DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW?

-- ALL

93. WHICH ONE HAVE YOU SPENT THE MOST TIME WITH?

-- #s 1, 2, 4, 7, 8

94. WHICH ONE DO YOU TALK TO MOST RIGHT NOW?

-- #7

95. WHICH ONE LISTENS THE BEST?

-- #6.

96. WHICH ONE HAS BEEN THERE FOR YOU THE MOST?

-- #1.

97. WHICH ONE IS THE FUNNIEST?

-- #8

98. WHICH ONE LAUGHS THE MOST?

-- #1, #2

99. WHICH ONE HAVE YOU CRIED WITH?

-- #1, #6

100. WHICH ONE WILL REPOST THIS

-- I'm not sure. HAHAHA