unreachable

The more I try, the less I succeed.
I wish I could be the one you could tell all
your secrets to.
I wish you could trust me,
I wish I could be the one you hold on to.
I wish I was the only one.

Then again, wishes are just mere grains in the beach
insignificant, not even enough
not even close to getting your attention,
not even to reaching you.
Would I-

allow myself to go through this
keep on striving for something so near
yet something I can never acquire
I can never have your love
But, I will.

I will keep on waiting
even if it stings my heart
in so many ways
Be mine
but I will never be yours.