depressing daaaay.

Today was depressing. SCOOP TODAY? My phone got snatched. I didn't even notice. And here's the best news, it's only 2 months old. So yeah, I'll be dead by the end of this fcuking day.
OKAAAAY. I'm not dead. Surprisingly, it wasn't a bad sermon. I got what I deserved so bye, bye phooone. No new phones for me. My mom doesn't want to buy anymore. Stupid fcukked up snatcher. Err. I'm depressed now. And it's because, my mom just bought that and I lost it. I SUCCCK. :( I'm such a bad daughter. But I want to earn their trust again and I want a new phone so I'll have to save reaaallly hard and I have to be good.

But I seriously want to cry right NOW. NEW PHONE GONE. :(
And this time, there's no good "kapalit" anymore. :(

oh well. Back to my old stupid phone. :(

You know you love my kick ass blog.
♥janine

Very sad to say. But I have to agree. Wouldn't everyone? Right now, I have to make a script and yet, I'm here, typing for a blog because I believe this would eventually make me think straight. I've been bothered for the past few days because I can't shake this feeling of being lonely. I mean, I get the abandonment since IT is in love. Do people get like that when they're in love? Do they not care about people around them? That was specific and I may be utterly PSYCHOTIC for having to do this, but this just eats me up inside. I admit now that I'm actually writing about it, it isn't that bad anymore. I guess it's not. And although, I got some good advice[which I'm not taking btw.], I refuse to let this eat me up. Once and for all, I'm facing this head on. And I'm making it clear that, I DON
'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT. It's officially over and done, and it was good while it lasted and it was nice having a good it. But, I'm done and I've got better things in mind. And as I said, THINGS HAVE TO CHANGE.

A lot of stupid people are asking if I have a lovelife. Okay, you're in over your heads. I don't and don't want to have one. Personally, I think having a boyfriend is a privilege, but not a necessity. I don't need a boyfriend right now. Let's make that clear.In relation to that, I don't want stalkers too. I wouldn't call him a stalker, but my sister is, so I might as well, too. This all happened more or less 2 or 3 years ago, when I was immature and had no interest in boys except those really hot ones. I don't want to go too much into detail as he might read this, but he's getting annoying. Until today, I didn't know he would frequently visit the house and hesitate to ring our fcking doorbell. OKAAAY. What's the deal, man? Just ring it so I can send your ass away! I don't want a stalker right now. OR EVER. Lay off my pretty face.

Till next time, punks,rockers & my crowd.
You know you love my kick ass blog.

♥janine

therapeutic claims

Apparently, blogging does have therapeutic claims. I've been majorly stressed out this past week and it hasn't even been a freaking month! I've been relaxing today so that's why I'm cramming on the whole to-print stuff for school tomorrow. And that reminds me that I have to take public transport tomorrow because MOM AND DAD are apparently having their second honeymoon in a GIGANTIC HOTEL in Macau. Not that I'd want to be there, but if I was there, I'd go to the casinos even if I wasn't allowed. And yes, I have to be stuck here listening to fugly lectures and even more fugly teachers. OKAAAY. Exaggeration.

All this Internet is making me weak. I haven't done the artfolio thing that our Mapeh teacher wants us to do. Not that I'm complaining, but yeah, I guess I am. I need a shopping trip, a good mani-pedi and Chuck Bass. I did get a eyeful of him today since I had a Gossip Girl marathon today. And that makes me want to buy the book! In the book, Chuck is not an all-ladies man. In fact, he's bisexual. But I guess he's still hot. Especially in the series. Most of my classmates warned me about the season finale and that I was gonna get pissed off with Chuck. Uhh, sorry to rain on that hypo, mates! Lo and behold, never will I ever get pissed at Chuck Bass. Even if he did a raincheck on Blair and got laid by Amelia, the renovations bitch. Seriously, hot guys & hot fashion are the reasons why I love the series.

So anyway, I was with my lovable Tito a while ago. He was dropping us off at a studio[I needed photos, which by the way was monstrous. I looked so wasted.] and he was telling us he was going to take up something again. Well, that's new since he just graduated a year ago from his MA. So he was talking about this mystery college which I was able to squeeze out of him successfully, he is thinking about taking up[drumroll please....] LAW! Amazing. He said he looked at the curriculum and he'll be asking permission from their HR department if he could study again. And I'm so happy for him! That was soooo coool. My uncle may be such a goofball, but he is so admirable.

Oh well, that's all for now. You know you love my kick ass blog.

♥janine

college.

I'm so worried about college. It's only a year away. And I know that I should relax and take it as it goes, but I can't stay put. One thing is for sure, though. I know my possible courses already. So here goes, I'd like to take up Journalism since I love to write. But then again, I'd love to take up Psychology (thanks to Sir Edmon for telling me the possible job opportunities.) I think I'm taking Law after this.

Oh well, that's all. Just wanted to update my dear blog on my life now. HAHA.


♥j9

i'm baaack.

REJOICE! Our stupid internet connection is working and damn good, I tell you. I'm soooo happy. SO now, I can post endlessly in this blog without stupid things. HAHA. I'm just so overjoyed with this and the results of AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 7. DAVID COOK WON! He is soooo soooo good. And he is soooo sooo soooo HOOOOT.

Here's some of his pics. :



FANTASTIC. HERE'S HIS AUDITION CLIP: